Trust is a hard thing for me.
Trust in someone who has let you down in the past.
Doesnt matter if it was once or a hundred times.
Hurt, disappointment, anger. All these are hard to handle... then once the forgiveness comes.... there is a need to rebuild TRUST.
And to learn to Trust.
I have a hard time with this one.
I know that the basis for any healthy relationship starts with Trust... and rebuilding the Trust lost by those around us.
We all fail. We all try our hardest and still let people down. Its life and it happens. I know this. Friends, loves ones, husbands, wives, children, parents. They have all let us down before in one way or another. I know I have hurt, betrayed, disappointed, angered people around me. I work hard to regain love, support, faith and Trust from those I have wronged. I WANT to be trusted. I strive to be Trusted.
So why is it that I find it so hard to Trust those that have hurt me?
I Trusted someone tonight and that person did NOT let me down. I thought this person would let me down. I got nervous, anxious, scared.... I believed that I would be let down again. I was not.
I am learning to Trust. I will continue to learn how to Trust.
Be patient with me and know I am working on this.... I am forever trying and will continue. Just dont let me down... just dont give me a reason to NOT Trust.











































